Start of day 87

I gotta do something productive today. 

hmm hmm hmm lalala

sitting here listening to music is productive isnt it?

two more weeks

i'm not sure if i'm happy or if i'm sad.

i know there are ppl i'll definately miss.

and some ppl i wont miss so much.

but i can't wait to get home and see the people that i have been missing for 87 days now

my family

my friends

my car

blah blah blah dad not my car whatever i know not MY car. but ...

i still miss it like crazy.

when i get home i'm going to be putting in my papers.

its crazy

some of my friends out here are already thinking about marriage

and i'm not.

not even close

no thank you

good time with select few friends

works for me

but girls?

ew

no

haha

sorry but my companion for the next two years is the Lord

=]

life is coming at me fast

its scary. but its so exciting!

i've always loved the thrills of this world;

mountain biking steep hills, white water rafting, camping without a tent,

traveling, singing being with friends, taking pictures, staying out 12 hours in line

for black friday, leaving for 101 days to a place where i dont know anyone,

leaving for 2 years in a place where i wont know anyone, 

5 hours of sleep, laughing so hard it hurts, making videos,

meeting new ppl, 

over coming the adversary,

learning to love my God.