And i couldn't feel so much out of place right now. i'm not even sure what to do. like i'm just doing everything by faith. i get a feeling and i follow it. and it is really taking alot out of me. like cuz its not just that i'm getting a feeling. i still have to figure out if the feeling is coming from a more intelligent being or just from myself. like right now how i'm learning cantonese. but yet if i were to learn any chinese at all, LOGICALLY i'd learn Mandarin. right? but no, i decided that i need to learn canto why? and another thing thats getting pretty hard is all the little expenses that i keep running into. food. rent. phone bill. subway pass. etc etc. so i decided that i'm going to have my parents pay for my shoes i bought. which i think is going to help me till i get paid. right now i'm most excited for two things this weekend. first is hopefully meeting up with DJTLaC from Blogtv and youtube. he's pretty chill. and we'll do some sort of video collab. but idk when cuz thsi weekend i'm going camping so we might end up doing it some other weekend. so obviously the other thing that i'm excited about this weekend is getting to go camping in sharon vermont with the university ward and having sacrament meeting in at the birthplace of Joseph Smith. so i'm like excited about that. uhhhh lalalallalala what else what else? i'm pretty tired. idk what else to say tonight. Cantonese. Following the Lord. Trusting him. Camping. Collab. thats just about it. mmmmkay so i'm going to hit the hay. nite nite .
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